Density Runs

Tag: write

  • Lonely Thursdays

    Lonely Thursdays

    It was a lonely Thursday when I impulsively got on that plane to find myself.  Soothe the trembling hands from a longing so unbearably painful, the noise from my throbbing chest so awfully loud.  Is this how it is to love truly? To intentionally be blind from candied lies and dilated pride? Could I even…

  • September musings

  • Random June thoughts

  • Life lately

  • 3rd Quarter Musings

    3rd Quarter Musings

    I think—no, I believe I haven’t written in a very loooong time. This pandemic has fvcked up my sleeping cycle, my body clock, my little to less routines, and totally drained out whatever is left of the creative ink circulating in my brain. I started this back last year if I’m not mistaken? And I…

  • Quarantine Birthday

    Quarantine Birthday

    Season 2 of quarantine birthdays and my eldest turned 17. Away from the usual Shakey’s, we went on a day trip out of town to relax and chill. Refreshing break from lockdown. xx DMV

  • The Day Everything Changed

    The Day Everything Changed

    One full year isolated from friends and loved ones. One full year out of work, out of school. One full year of faces hidden behind a collection of masks. One full year of life as we know it, thrown into complete disarray. Exactly a year ago when the world went into a standstill, locked down…

  • Grey and Yellow

    Grey and Yellow

    2020 was life-changing, it was exceptionally challenging that I can’t even put in a good word. It was unremarkably heavy, a burdened weight unnecessarily shouldered for the past 10 months. Suddenly, everyone had to forego with comfortable, we did not have a choice and that was frustrating. Life had to hide behind the mask. Loss…

  • Cliff glider

    Cliff glider

    I never imagined getting affected by the flimsiest of things but here I am, a chaotic mess of sad, angry and feeling bad. Yes, I felt bad. It never crossed my mind that I would develop anxiety but the past 10 months of uncontrollable uncertainty has turned me into a silent wreck. Isolation and confinement…

  • 3am Thoughts

    3am Thoughts

  • That Year-ender

    That Year-ender

    I’m still freaking curious. There was a spark, I know there was a spark and I’m missing that spark. I’ve been digging inside my head since that Thursday and I still can’t find you and your words and that smile. I’ve no memory.  

  • Enemies of the Heart | Guilt

    Subscribed to this devotional recently and I’m just gonna leave Day 2 here. Just in case you stumble across this, read up. Andy Stanley: Enemies of the Heart  Devotional Day 2 “Fessing Up” Scripture: 1 John 1:5-10 The first enemy of the heart is guilt. Guilt is the result of having done something we perceive as…