Tag: random
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Lonely Thursdays
It was a lonely Thursday when I impulsively got on that plane to find myself. Soothe the trembling hands from a longing so unbearably painful, the noise from my throbbing chest so awfully loud. Is this how it is to love truly? To intentionally be blind from candied lies and dilated pride? Could I even…
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September musings
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Random June thoughts
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Life lately
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3rd Quarter Musings
I think—no, I believe I haven’t written in a very loooong time. This pandemic has fvcked up my sleeping cycle, my body clock, my little to less routines, and totally drained out whatever is left of the creative ink circulating in my brain. I started this back last year if I’m not mistaken? And I…
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The Day Everything Changed
One full year isolated from friends and loved ones. One full year out of work, out of school. One full year of faces hidden behind a collection of masks. One full year of life as we know it, thrown into complete disarray. Exactly a year ago when the world went into a standstill, locked down…
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Grey and Yellow
2020 was life-changing, it was exceptionally challenging that I can’t even put in a good word. It was unremarkably heavy, a burdened weight unnecessarily shouldered for the past 10 months. Suddenly, everyone had to forego with comfortable, we did not have a choice and that was frustrating. Life had to hide behind the mask. Loss…
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Cliff glider
I never imagined getting affected by the flimsiest of things but here I am, a chaotic mess of sad, angry and feeling bad. Yes, I felt bad. It never crossed my mind that I would develop anxiety but the past 10 months of uncontrollable uncertainty has turned me into a silent wreck. Isolation and confinement…
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3am Thoughts
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That Year-ender
I’m still freaking curious. There was a spark, I know there was a spark and I’m missing that spark. I’ve been digging inside my head since that Thursday and I still can’t find you and your words and that smile. I’ve no memory.
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Weekend | Lantawan
Weekend at the mountains. Mahjong sesh leveled up 😂 Hearty lunch, happy hour started at 12:00 noon and even if I lost at mahjong, twas a really good weekend away from all the noise of the city. xx DMV
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Bewitched by Children’s Laughter
I did not dream of having kids. It was never part of the plan. I wanted to write and live in different places, experience this diverse, expansive earth everyone keeps talking about. At some point, I even wanted to go to outer space, discover aliens, leave footprints on the moon, trek Mars, name stars. But…
Density Runs 