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2014: New Year, New Life

December 31, 2013

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2013 was not the best year for me. It was full of stress, tears, betrayal and heartache. It was an overwhelming year, I could actually describe it as the “highlight” of my life. But if we dwell and count all the wrong that has happened to us, we would find a bad year after year, after year. So instead let us be thankful for the year that was; the blessings that God has continued to shower upon us.

What am I thankful for?

I am thankful for the wonderful blessing of family. Through my ups and downs, success and failures, through whatever, they have never left my side. With them, I know where to run in times of trouble, I know where I stand, I know I am priority. We may not always agree on things but i know that their intentions are for the best.

I am thankful for amazing friends who has continued to look out for me, journey with me and support me on whatever I decide to do and respect the choices that I make.

I am thankful for the beautiful gift called life. My children has been my inspiration to move on and move forward. They have given me my life’s direction and they are what I continue to live for.

As we close another chapter of our lives and open a fresh and new one, know that it is inevitable that we face challenges as we go along. But believe that it will be okay. Remind yourself that it will all be okay, say it enough, say it so often that one day you’ll actually believe it.

Everything that we want to happen in our lives solely depends upon us. All things happen for a reason so hold on, have faith and never give up cause who’s to say that tomorrow won’t be the best day of your life?

From me to you, a blessed 2014. A new year, a new life, another chance to get it right! Let’s all embark on new adventures! Cheers!

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End of the rainbow.

November 25, 2013

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I didn’t find gold at the end of the rainbow. Instead I found a black empty pot.

Ten years and I think our journey ends.

We took a chance, I took a chance because I believe that Family is everything. God knows how hard I’ve tried and fought to save mine. I had hope. I didn’t stop believing that it will get better despite the circumstances. But everyone has a breaking point. I’ve reached mine and my heart’s shut off, battered, beaten, broken; exhausted of being hurt and being lied to over and over again.

I’ve no regrets though, I took the dive because I chose to. Unfortunately we surfaced to two separate boats.

But I am thankful.

I am thankful to have spent ten years with someone who’s taught me the value of patience and perseverance; to have spent ten years with someone I truly love. I am thankful for all the happy moments we’ve shared, moments I anchored onto when I was about to give up. I am thankful for the blessing of three beautiful angels who has taught me to love unconditionally.

I am thankful for the experience in which I learned to value myself. I learned to love myself, to know my worth, to know what I deserve. I learned to be unselfish when it comes to things that are important. I learned the significance of life and family.

Sometimes, no matter how hard we try, some things are just not meant to be. You may be in love with each other yet you just can’t live together. And no matter how hard you try to keep the relationship from failing, if you’re working at it alone, it will all just fall apart.

I’m sorry for not being perfect. I know I’m not the ideal wife. I’m sorry for being angry, I was just trying to look out for you and it gets frustrating when you don’t listen. I’m sorry for being emotional, it just makes me sad that you don’t notice me. I’m sorry for being jealous, I just wanted you to be mine as I was yours.

As we go our separate ways and live our separate lives, my only wish is that you find whatever it is that you are looking for.

The life we live are brought about by the choices we make. Let us move on and choose to be happy.

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