When I knew I was having you, I was scared out of my wits. I did not know how to provide for another child. But now, I understand why God gave me you.
You came at the point in my life when everything was dull and gray, full of tears and pain, when everything was heavy and dark and hopeless.
I never expected that you would bring me so much joy.
Six months and you’ve brought in sunshine and color and laughter and hope back into my life. When I am around you, all my sorrow fades away.
The way you touch my face and look up into my eyes; the way you smile when you see me come home from work; the way you laugh when i make all sorts of ridiculous faces; the way you roll over and try so hard to sit straight; the way you coo when you wake up in the morning; the way you form bubbles with your mouth; the way you hug me back when I carry you; your steady breathing when you finally sleep, I could just go on — these make up the moments of my life now.
Thank you so much Juancho for saving me. And I will continue to live everyday for you. I love you langga. Happy half year to you. 😘😊😍
Love is …
♥ a single white rose on a rainy day
♥ a movie with Tater’s major barbecue fries
♥ a box of Reese’s
♥ a book collection
♥ a peck on the cheek
♥ a hug from the back
♥ a foot massage
♥ a bowl of cerelac
♥ a slow dance
♥ a lunch date with your sister
♥ a music soundtrack
♥ a rock concert with your bestfriend
Love is …
♥ the racing heart and the sweat that breaks from a proposing man
♥ the tears that fall from the groom’s eyes when his bride enters the room
♥ the look of awe on a bride’s face when saying her vows
♥ the house they build and make into a home
♥ the waking hour, the afternoon sighs and the last goodnight
♥ the rise and fall of his every breath while watching him sleep
♥ the 9 months a mother carries her son in her womb
♥ the endurance of a torturous 36 hour labor
♥ the patience in looking after a baby who just recently had his shots
♥ the constant cooing of a 3 month old angel
♥ the ridiculous face a brother makes for a smile from the little one
♥ the proud look of a grandfather seeing his grandson score a goal
♥ the bags under a mother’s eyes for staying up late to feed the baby
♥ the scar on her belly to bring out the life from within
♥ the pain a father feels from not seeing his newborn son
♥ the broken heart of a single mother
♥ the dreams she keeps pursuing in hopeless situations
♥ the faith she puts on an unseen God
♥ the silent prayers for a shattered soul
♥ the forgiveness for the hurt, selfishness, lies and betrayal
♥ the appreciation of the little things that matter
♥ the acceptance of a person despite the differences
♥ the sincere thank you during helpless moments
♥ the fingers locked and intertwined, not wanting to let go
Love is undefined, indescribable, immeasurable…
LOVE are these moments.
…but the greatest of these is Love. – 1 Corinthians 13:13
Photo courtesy: Google images
Yes, I was pregnant since February of this year (me and my husband got back together, you figure it out) and I just gave birth to a beautiful baby boy last November 5th.
It wasn’t an easy pregnancy. It was stressful and chaotic but I’m blessed that Little Boy came out and turned out to be okay.
I had to literally start from “zero”, the age gap being nine years. And baby stuff? I literally had none (not even one washcloth!). But I thank God for caring and thoughtful friends and family who eased my needs by throwing me a baby shower during me and my husband’s 10th year anniversary. From that moment on I’ve been excited to meet Little Boy.
And it was a torturous waiting game when I was on my 37th week. I’ve had a number of false alarms and it was really dragging. I couldn’t wait to get it over with. I felt bloated and heavy and tired.
(Photo courtesy: Jyuan Sebastian V. Jose)
But due to some complications I was augmented on November 3rd, 4 days before my due date. I was in labor for 36 hours and during the one and a half day I stayed in the labor room I watched other pregnant women come in and go. It was very exhausting; everything hurt, everything felt heavy, everything was messy, I literally felt so battered. And when my Doctor came during the wee hours in the morning of the 5th to further my labor, we found out that Little Boy was in breech position and I was subject for C section. Imagine going into labor for 36 hours and ending up in the operating room (tragic).
But on the brighter side, I thank my God for keeping me and my baby safe.
Our little angel JUANCHO ANGELIOS V. JOSE, born November 5, 2013 and the whole of Negros Occidental celebrated with him.