Dear Juancho,
When I knew I was having you, I was scared out of my wits. I did not know how to provide for another child. But now, I understand why God gave me you.
You came at the point in my life when everything was dull and gray, full of tears and pain, when everything was heavy and dark and hopeless.
I never expected that you would bring me so much joy.
Six months and you’ve brought in sunshine and color and laughter and hope back into my life. When I am around you, all my sorrow fades away.
The way you touch my face and look up into my eyes; the way you smile when you see me come home from work; the way you laugh when i make all sorts of ridiculous faces; the way you roll over and try so hard to sit straight; the way you coo when you wake up in the morning; the way you form bubbles with your mouth; the way you hug me back when I carry you; your steady breathing when you finally sleep, I could just go on — these make up the moments of my life now.
Thank you so much Juancho for saving me. And I will continue to live everyday for you. I love you langga. Happy half year to you. 😘😊😍
Love,
Mama
xx
DMV
